I like sex, it makes me happy when it’s with the right person or people. I also self harm by cutting, or receiving bruises or many other things, although cutting is my go to, or it used to be. I stopped years ago.
Sometimes I use sex to self harm. So the reason I said in the beginning that I like sex and it makes me happy, is that this is different, this is not the sex that makes me happy this is a different thing. Sometimes I will fuck people who I know will physically hurt me. I don’t mean BDSM. I mean self harm. BDSM is a much healthier (to me, and in my opinion) release, but I am not at a point where I feel safe doing that, even though what I do isn’t really safe either.
I’m bringing this up partially because I think it’s important…
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